Tomorrow I have to do something because it's:
- Something I promised a friend
- Something that should be easy for me
- Something I may have to do soon anyway
- Better if I do it now
But I'm not ready for it.
As a matter of fact I'm getting a really good example of why anxiety attacks are medicated and why that's a good thing.
For some reason all I can think of is Pooh saying "Oh Bother" and feeling like Rabbit trying to keep leaves from swirling in the wind.
Nope. Not Ready At All.
I have done the not-ready thing.
And I did it without having had coffee.
It went pretty well, questions were asked, I had answers and then I remembered,
"Oh yeah, I'm pretty damn competent."
Funny how I forget that sort of thing.
At least I impressed myself. I'm a pretty rough audience.