Friday, December 4, 2009

Today I Failed at the Internet - an apology


I've offended someone I like a lot by interpreting things completely incorrectly.

We were having two completely different conversations.

I can't even really apologize properly because I have to apologize in print, without tone and that's what got me into this hellhole in the first place.

Too safe, too loose, I thought she knew me well enough to know where I was coming from and I was horribly horribly wrong.

Now she thinks I think terrible things, about her, (Not true) and I know she thinks terrible things about me. (Which I deserve to some extent for being so dumb)

S., I don't know if you'll ever click on another post of mine, but I'm so sorry.

(Yeah, I originally typed out the name and then I realized that might be a completely different kind of stupid)

Trapped in a hell of my own making - the worst part is that it was exactly the kind of mistake I've been afraid of making and I've been writing about here.

Did I mention I was sorry . . . .


2 comments:

Jessie said...

you're not talking about what happened in my comments, are you?

Drinne said...

Yes, and some stuff that happened to the side as a result- it was totally on me. But my apology has been accepted.

I'm still learning the pen-pal style friendship. And I should have known better, but I didn't.

I'll be more circumspect and thoughtful next time -